Today... the scarred worsen. well, if you're idiot enough to think this scar is something physical... you're an idiot... anyways... people wont understand. its the scar inside... its inside something called 'THE GREAT HEART', its what keeps you alive, and human. well, basically, its scarred. Anyways... sigh* people leave, tears drop, pain... and btw... its probably because of that, that keeps us strong... pain. sigh again* lets start with today... in the morning... wei cheng... thinking hes keeping control of his emotions, but hes letting it run wild... and its good ya know? i mean, its true if someone can control, its good, but if those people are in control, that means they dont have problems to overcome, nor would they push their limits, and thus... makes them boring. so, remember that wei cheng. aftrnoon... basketball... nick chong... bugging me i suck at shooting. made him shut up. scored 2/3 three pointers, and he scored 0/3. anyways damien improving , so is luwee and andreas. or probably i was unclucky or lack of practice. then... here it comes. Damien blamed me his locker is stuck = =. bullshit... i didnt kick locker nor did i touch it. so he was cursing at his locker while we had english. and. LMAO, Andreas helped him, and Damien scolded him. ungrateful. = =. sigh* then, lastly, CCA. we played soccer, had fun, i scored like 100 goals? beat the opponent, and we went home happily ever after. EXEPT. this is life. those kind of dreams or imaginations are bullshit. wait. let me get my book ,and i'll quote something. "life isnt a fairy tale. stories dont end. they continue as long as you're alive. turn the pages, start a new chapter, find out what's in store for you next, and keep your fingers crossed that its not too awful. even if you know in heart and soul that it most probably will be."- Demonata Book 3, Slawter, page 18, by Darren Shan. well... its life i guess, just face it. DAMN... ASHIM's LEAVING!!!!! FUCK IT!!!! DAMN YOU ALL,BLOODY HELL... WHY EVERYONES LEAVING....GOD DAMN IT... ah, there, finaly, i let it all out, exept its not over. will let it out again. julian bugging me on msn. i love it =)
sigh* broken lamp, torn papers, words on my wall. not anything vulgar. its red. dripping red. my blodd? dont bother. hope i could do it though. its imagination again. i can, but. dont want to upset my family's new year mood. so, i hav to be nice abit. sigh* dunno la... writing bullshit on this goddamn blog. sigh*, then i guess i just.... leave too?
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR.
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